weighed down

In our lives we have many meaningless greetings and too many heart-felt goodbyes. Why is letting go so hard? Perhaps it all goes back to control, as it seems our greatest moments of anger, tears and plain torment come from things we have no control over. Though that does not mean we don't make ourselves go through the same things with a bad decision now and again.

Our lives become so intertwined with some people that, no matter what, we are always tethered to them. Maybe this is where letting go becomes so difficult, attachment. If we never loved someone would we really care if they left us? Sure we have general common decency to say it is too bad, but really it does not have any other affect.

So, here I am, trying to understand human frailty again......not doing well either. However, I do know one thing, a heart that never knows love has little depth. In the end my typing is just another way to try and work things out, I may speak no great wisdom, but I speak honestly.