Thursday, September 08, 2005

shell-shock

how many times I have pulled the pin and set words to flight,
hardening my hope that this would be the last
the only other time
sifting through the remains of everything...nothing...it all turns to ash

my pen has shattered many a sword,
ink droplets trail
a corpse, companioned, lays in waiting
justification always seemed
the ash shifts restless beneath my shuffling frame

condemned

how ironic for the defender to be cast down

reflections in glass pools, water shimmers
light evades the twilight shadows

bracing myself, the pins pulled again
my words explode upon sudden impact
the walls, so dutifully built, lay in ruin

mortar and flesh now mingled in dance

my own pen, thrust heart deep
fathoms of turmoil,
un-caged flightless bird
dispense inner monologues of intense scrutinizing frailties

selfless selfishness,
mirrored glances

undefined definitions of ash sodden thoughts

the loved lay in ruin, hearts ache now in bloom
dust covered concepts
unearthed after war-torn truths erupt

we are all on the same side

why are there so many factions?

I used to have sights set upon the horizon
the fog has confused my destination
I still search, the peace lays near

never-the-less

my verbal assault lays in waiting,
tongues catapult made ready to engage

a casualty, I am not.



-J.G.Smith (09/08/05)

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